It's the end of my sophomore year...and I'm scared. I don't want summer to be here. I don't want to lose the people that have kept me sane this year... I scared as hell that the minute I let go now that it's all  over, I'm going to go spiraling into what I was before, I can feel it... I'm scared but I'll put on a brave front. I'm hurt, but I'll act like I'm not. It all hurts so much....