I looked you up today.
Or more,
I suppose,
found my friend,
who was friends with you...
it's funny to think that I've... liked you I suppose,
since the beginning of the year...
but because of all the things I repressed,
all the thoughts I ignored,
now I see...
you were there all along.
Maybe,
I should stop ignoring what I really feel,
and start to do things for me,
not any one else.

we can fuck forever,
but you'll never have my heart.
I'll give you my body,
my passion,
my skin,
my everything,
but my heart --
thats mine,
and mine alone.
I guess a one night stand,
is all I needed,
to get back to the all out --
passion --
that I'm after.

i like my body when it is with your

body. It is so quite new a thing.

Muscles better and nerves more.

i like your body. i like what it does,

i like its hows. i like to feel the spine

of your body and its bones, and the trembling

-firm-smooth ness and which i will

again and again and again

kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,

i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz

of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes

over parting flesh … And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new