I hate that you didn’t try to keep in touch, I hate that you didn’t try to fight through the awkwardness of a break up. Did I really mean that little to you? I don’t understand how you can go from loving someone with your whole heart to never speaking with them again. You didn’t even try. That is what hurt worst. Sometimes I think about sending you a message but to say what? I miss you? I really loved you? Do you ever miss me? That won’t fix anything. So I don’t speak, and the phone works both ways, I’ve long given up any hope of hearing your voice again, seeing that smile. I’m just that girl you used to know, right? I haven’t tried to commit to a relationship since then. A real relationship anyway, I don’t know if I could handle getting that close to someone again....All that I know is I don't know how to be something you'll miss...