She's lovely... Her hands are trembling because she was, at one point, moved by my love, my sorrows...

I fell in love with her because the first thing I had done to her was hurt her. 

the time came and I was waiting for her to leave... I didn't wait. I wasn't really able to think about what was happening, I was just there...

when I saw her for the last time... it didn't seem like the last anything...

I don;t remember coming home, unlocking the door, and took a bath.

I sat, I listened to the phone ring, and then I went to bed.

It was that day again, and then it wasn't.

Someone said the pain would go away, but I'm not sure that's where I want it to go...

That's how i feel her so sharply, without her

every move i make, 

everything I do bounces back at me.
And I don't like it.

I don't like bouncing off my self....

My mind still clings to images of her....

Love grows beyond the physical person...

I just wish the person you wanted most,

wanted you just the same.

I wish the people you are with for so many years,

are actually your soul mates

are actually the people you marry...

I miss being so comfortable...

knowing that she loved me....